Serenity again.
This is me... i thought i need this kind of peaceful serendipity.
It makes me efficient.
I sat down, get my work done.. one by one and always making time and effort for my body and soul to rest and renew and refresh.
I love myself.
I love thee so much, that I find I started to pay attention to how I treat my body. When thee called for a rest, or sleepy, I slept. When thee is exhausted, i asked for a break from my work and my students.
When thee felt lousy , I bring thee for a walk in the mall or maybe brought her for a ball game with her beloved students.
When thee needs love, i showers her with love from students . I constantly told thee we will make it together, I believe she is best and i assured her that God will make sure we will grow old together. We will build a family. We will find the man we are made from and we will have children.
I dreamed I got married... last 3 years. I was standing there in a white long gown holding a bouquet of white roses.. i was in a garden... the groom was walking towards me. I saw his suit.. a black suit.. broad shoulder.. Almost the same height as me. I raised my head to see you... you took up the veil that's covering my face..
You..
You said " never expected it was me..?.."
I was speechless, was it you?
It was just a dream.
I want to get marry.
I found a man that makes me smile.... i made a wish last year. i want to marry a basketball coach.
A man who is still a boy inside whom made me smile without having to pretend..
A smile and laughter is enough to make my day.
It is just that simple.
Dear Father,
thank you for the warm smile.
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