Family

"father and mama i love you"
f.a.m.i.l.y
so true.

i just want to say this:
Been home for quite some time and discovered these in my family.
Good points: (clap people..)
I have a very nice younger brother... since I came back home I can't make it to wake up at 5.3o am in the morning to walk my dogs...It is always Willy and papa doing it.
I have a dad that would do almost everything in the house for us and yet don't grumble at all.
Mom always make sure I have something to eat, I am safe where ever I go and always tried to make me happy and talk to me. (me not good in faking -bad actor)
Mom and dad has never put unnecessary stresses on me. never force me to work ASAP, never judge my results, never compared me to my friends ... and despite all the lousy planning and mistakes i used to make, they always "kautim" for me.

Juayn say: Yet sometimes I still take things for granted, which I try to minimize. I wish dad can retired and do what he wants in his life, i wish i can make life more comfortable for them, i wish they don't have to worry about me and my siblings. Sometimes i forget...because it is always all about me, me and me. Sometimes I am being very ungrateful too, cause I forget (all the time). Then there is Willy... despite the bad grades... he is really the most helpful around home. IF he is not around.... I don't even dare to think a life without him. I pitied him sometimes, youngest and always wanted to be on par with his elder brother and sisters (so stressful for him- poor thing). Or should I say me and Willy are more homey person. He is some sort like me, we had that sense of sensitivity and deep sense of understanding. So we obliged -most of the time. Willy always the peacemaker as for me - the ignorant one.
Lately someone asked me whether I had any personal talk with family members.
I've been thinking then, actually We don't. We don't talk about our dreams, our problems we faced outside about anything except for mom and dad. I wish sometimes walls can be broken down... so that we are open to each other, encourage and help each other instead of shouting and comparing who did more compared to who. (it's not really helpful here...)
Then thanks to my friends..(you know who you are). I am grateful I have you cause you remind me of the importance of the family. You make me think less of myself but more of my parents. (Very true....)
"Your parents are tired too and did they say anything in front of you- when you were away from home ? Did they complained to you... did you ever thank them... have you thought of that?
"Help Willy lo... he has been doing all the housework for you when you were hands. Give him some time to rest and study.... "
Prompt and prompt and prompter.

Reminder: Less of me and MORE for my family.

Bad points:
Sometimes we just loved to spend more time outside than going back home cause we run away from parent's supervision, nagging and freedom. (you know what i mean)
We always take things for granted Eg: Mom/Dad will do it, She can do it, He can do it. (no worries right)
We always see that our problems is BIGGER than the sky... and never with our parents.
You are busy, busy and busy and you don't bother to come home even when you are near.
Don't bother talking to each other even when you are home.
Don't bother to call too sometimes.
Just say and forget to SHOW. (>.<>

Juayn say: Those are the bad points that I have when I am at home. I hoping to change that. I am learning to be grateful and always less of me and more for my family.I don't want to take things for granted, it is better of me to spend quality time with my family before we no longer find the time for each other. A simple ACT of love is better than what you can provide for your family.

Just a genuine thoughts from me. Confused as I am...
i am capable of analyzing too.
A little advice from me: Do reflect all the time.