321 Booom!! (Gun shoot)
and everyone started running....
Life is like a marathon..
and now placed in the field of runners - i am one of them.... before I was just the audience watching by the side.... observing who made it in the end.
and now I become the "bets" of many....
I always believed... we lived to make others proud..life is a show ... and sometimes they are the judges..
3 2 1. days to go~~. start my working life. Start another part of my life. Start of more responsibilities...
again.. I am afraid. "Afraid of what Juayn :"
Many. Many things...
What would it be like 1 year from the second i start?
Where am i heading too?
Would i come back looking down and dull?
Can i do better than this?
Is this my life picture?
Is this what i really want?
Why am fussing over how much I am being paid and how much work i need to do..Cause i like a break in between. I DON'T like to work all days and no time to breath. Don't tell me "Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile".
What bout my own dream?. What are my dreams?. I don't know ....
Been sleepless a few nights now... tired of thinking . Tired of everything. Tired of myself. Tis' not me.
i don't want to lost my sense of direction in life..
i don't want to be stuck at one point
i don't want to lead a life full of fallacies. just because that make you happy.
i am ....confused. brain empty.
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