don't know what to say ...

Been working in a florist shop for a while till now...
tomorrow i have an interview - TOMORROW -...which i got because i took up the courage and made that call.
i am nervous and lost for words ... cause i don't know exactly what i am supposed to say when SHE asked me things that i have no answer myself.

the first question SHE asked me is: Why do you want this position? ~ and i asked myself ~ WHY?
Because I need a job. because i am looking for one now, because the words HRM interests me....
so what i know about HRM, it's about managing the people in your company. How to get people in and get them motivated and made them fall in love with their job.. training and getting feedback for the improvement and complaints made about the company. HAHA>..< style="font-style: italic;">KEDEKUT LOR)

why i am trying so hard now... because i am trying very hard to break free from using my parents' money.
i want to be able to pay for my car installment,i want to save rm 500 a month... i want to give them at least rm 1000 each month. ( and you say i have such high aims: yes I do, because that is the LEAST: the LEAST i can do for my PARENTS. if my parents can squeeze their sweats and bend their bones for me) why can't i do the same for them now that i am young - don't tell me i can take my own sweet time - cause time waits for no one.

i know nothing is going to be easy...i must strive on at least for sure I am not going to DIE at the end of it. if it doesn't kill me . so i move on to the next until i come to the right destination. i'll do just that.

oh and yes: Happy Birthday Delayne (one of my cell leader in PJ)... Have a great one.