Review of past..

Revisiting January 2010…till now….
Confused and confused.
God I thought I was so happy that I landed the job as medical sales executive and earning lucrative commission. But miscommunication happens at work…
But I also was so caught with so many things in my brain… not that I am under a spell...I know how to control my finances. People thought I overspend…but I overspend for a reason.
But things change. Things don’t just go as smoothly…
Maybe people made up a play just to make things just so “to bodek me”… people think I am a trouble maker. Perhaps I am a trouble maker, peace maker, jail breaker or even a heart breaker.
But there is a reason I am heart breaker now – because I have no choice to live a life that my parents thinks suitable for me…you and me know we always do things to please our parents.
There… there and there … they said… how long you are going to wait you are 25 di?How long are u going to wait to see the perfect job?
Juayn thinks: Well, why is the rush… it’s not like I’ll never been waiting for the right job… so why bother? Not that I am rushing to get married or what… whatever la? The next thing you know, you are away from this cruel world. That’s why they said live a day as one. Tomorrow is a new day or perhaps no even tomorrow? So why bother?
Sales and marketing… anyone hiring? But location must be around Petaling Jaya.
Trust me, there a reason why I choose Petaling Jaya la.
As for posting, I am going tell the world.
I am not going for it  it was a decision made under anger.
Sorry for being a heart breaker,but I guess cause people step and break into my family matter and make things worst.
God you gave me such a difficult family to work with.
Philippians: 1:20 For to me life is Christ and death is to gain
But if I go living in this flesh - - if this is the fruit of my work – then I do not see what decision to make. I am in a hard position btwn the two , having the desire to go away and be with Christ, which is very much better: Still… although it hurts, to go on in the flesh is more necessary because of you.
To live and to die is also for you Jesus Christ.