i don't even know what title to put here anymore...
i don't even know who i should trust anymore...
i don't even know what is what anymore...
i don't even understand why your parents should try to figure or make things easy for them and do not.

no body could understand what happened in January...
no body could ever pay back the damage the done on me in January.. just because i let out an out break.

HOW?

what is the truth and what is not the truth anymore...

I am sick of my family. They don't act like they way they should be...
they act like kids... children... checking on the kids all the time.
What wrong did I do?
What wrong did I do?

Wat is wrong to have want to have USD 1.4 million in cash...
where am I wrong?
Where am I wrong?

TELL me. Just because some said that, does that mean you believe totally?

I am funny at how things are working now...

I am tired.

DO not I say force me until the point that I think I would take the knife and slash myself dead!

I rather lived as a beggar than lived a rich life.
who said I am not concentrate in my work!!!
If that so , I challenged the whole world to work from 6.30 am till 10 pm non stop for 1 month for 1 month!
If I you fail, that means I work harder than all of u! end of story!
For the truth is always the truth!