My Song

Tuesday 18 May 2010

Dear God

God....
I am really upset and depressed on how things are happening...

I am at the point of giving up.

How many times I have to restart all over again...

I am really angry on what happened in January until now...

I can't forget.
I deserved an explaination....
I want an explaination....

Help me!
Why o why?

You ask me not to judge...but I have to judge!
I am wrong because someone made me wrong...
Someone cause and landed me into this state...
How can I forget...

Was this part of your plan.

Where am I supposed to find another US 1.4 million...
I cannot! I no longer feel the motivation to live anymore....

Therefore...
Grant me this wish. For people who has caused me into tis shit...
There are going to get me back USD 1.4 million.
I don't care!!!!

3 comments:

MLHY* said...

i have nothing else to say but to wish that you bloody wake up from this resentful shit and stop blaming people.

If you want to prove to people that you are capable. Stand up and prove them wrong! Whining and complaining will not get you anywhere.

Yes, you may dream, but you also have to take the action.

I do not want to see you in misery or failure.
All the best, that's all i can do.

MLHY* said...

I quote "dear bobo... i am not whining, i am letting out my feeling. i was a perfet good condition . i work very hard for my job. only to land zero"

Perfect condition? ask people around you. do they think you were in perfect condition? With all the bull shit about end of the world, you being the chosen one, that you are related to everyone by numbers, books speaking to you, that time was created by Einstein, running away from home. heck, everyone thinks you were a gone case.

You do not remember all these do you.
You know what, you are just full of anger, despair, so many wants but no way of achieving it.

by the way: please don't ever use God's name to vent your anger. God can only assist and make your journey smoother.

Pui Kei said...

well Girl, it's just different on how we look at things ok.
I am perfectly fine at how people judge me because we live in a free world, we can freely express our feelings.

I am not perfect all the time, I am human, and therefore i too need space and time to vent out my anger, despairs.