i realised...

I realised i am the type of person that i can't work in fixed work location, especially desk /cubicle sitting down 80% processing documents and straining your eyes against the computer screen. I am totally not that type of person.

i like to be on the move (every 30 minutes my hands are on something else - or my legs are bringing me someone where else, i love to complete task with a sense of urgency because i'll get to enjoy more free time and less work on hold - I am that) - always enjoyed working without knowing how time have passed.

i like working within my own space, but also would like to get advices and help from others and find ways to do it my way.

i may take a lot of time to process, learn, think and decide, however once i made up my mind. or once i get hold of it, i can be Super efficient and amazingly - aggresive in nature.

i am not hot tempered or even quick tempered, but i am very focus driven, once i put my mind to something either i don't know what is happening around me or i'll get irritated wishing you just leave me alone and let me finish what i have in my mind.

i too sometimes over commit myself to others, especially my family. i am not sure, but that's how i grow up living my life, until the point that i forget the importance of the proverb "Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime" and "Spare the rod and spoil the child" which left me exhausted because them and myself is the top priorities in my life.

i don't speak my mind most of the time, even if you are someone very close with me (by blood or social relationships). i would rather wait before telling you everything, simply because most of the time i am observing, judging, testing or i don't see any point telling it to you.

you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink = this is Juayn.

and please.. : "don't invent with your mouth what you eyes don't see"