shit shit shit shit. My optimist ism is being strike again....shoot to the dangerous level 2... hopefully not falling under ZERO.
So what happened... what pushes me to sink so low.....
IT's J O B L E .................with double $ at the end of the word.
Today a`17.56 pm.... one of my closest friend who was one in the same boat as i am smsed me... at last I got a call from Panasonic. Start work next Tuesday.... and suddenly everything turned gloomy for me. It was falling outside.... no storms but it wasn't a good news for me.
In the past days... i was the one comforting and supporting my friends... telling them not to give up. And now when you know you are the only one left.................
It does not feel GOOD at all....
YES.... Now I am afraid... afraid of being jobless longer than I expected. Getting blurrer with what I want to do...
Am i running away from reality? Am i lost? Am i crazy? Am i expecting too much?
1 comment:
supposed you are limiting yourself? - distance? choice?
u can do it.. just widen where you look..
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