Yes!! All this is going to be over...
YES!! I can go back home!
Yes!! I miss my family and friends..
Yes.. I can have my own free days to do what I like.
Yess this and that.. I am lying to myself.
I had the most terrible day in my life.. TODAY.
WHY??
I am sad over what happened in the past..
I was super busy today till I can't take time to feed myself and my friends..
I was so caught up in my shop..
I was so angry over what that cannot be change..
I was so depress over what happened earlier today...
I was disappointed with certain people..
I was mad at myself over what I can't do..
I hate myself for being so [mental].
Despite all that .. ALl I want to say is I hate myself over what happened.
I can't make people happy..
I can't decide what I want for myself...
I don't know what I want with myself..
I seem not to care... but in the end I do.
I hate to cry...but I can't help it.
I realize.. I missed so much yet I gained so much.
I met certain ppl while I work... but my job doesn't permit me to have a life outside of my shop.. Or I am dedicated to my job. But what the heck...
The thing is...
It take just so little effort for a person to like another person..
It just take so little effort for a person to mark a presence in someone else heart...
It just take a split second for you to realize that you actually care..
It just take just a second for you to realize that you had miss your chance because you were not there when you had the chance..
It is over now.But you can't help it... You don't even know why.. you just want to cry your heart out and live with it.
2 comments:
Life is a lesson...not just a phase, you know. There are so many things we pick up everyday and i seriously believe that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...anyway, do keep up head up high and keep on looking for your rainbow.
You can't change or undo the past, so learn from it! Straighten up your shoulder and stand tall...
You found who you are despite all the sadness. You've changed so much...! For good!
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