Officially out of my home.

I have officially moved out of my home and came to stay here in PJ.
Overall all I wanted to say it was a good experience living outside, I mean.. I am free to do what I wishes too without having to worry too much when I was living at home.

It was just all about me, my life, my time, my work and nothing to worried about others...
I was happy really - cause I can own my own personal life and share my life with my friends which I think is fantastic.

Before I leave home, I was a bit worried over whether I could survived living outside totally on my own - but I guess I made it.
Back then, mom was always nagging and pouring cold water over things that could not be changed.

Why you have to move out?
Why can't you drive to school from home?
Why must you rent the house for 1 yr?
When are you coming back?
When are u moving back?
When are your teaching practice will end?

SO many questions that I need to answer.. which I hate so much about it.

On the other hand, I was thinking this:-
Why can't I stayed outside from home?
It's just 1 yr!!??~~~
Why must I explained myself to you when you kept thinking you are right??
Nothing is right or wrong.... there is always a grey area ok!
I want to go as soon as possible..
I am tired of explaining...
You just don't get it do you?


That's that.
I am not mad at them, but sometimes I hope they understand me just a little bit more, try to think more on my side.
I do that most of the time for them,
If I can think on their behalf, and they can have me doing whatever they wanted me to-
What about giving me some space to do what I wanted to do with my life.
I can't be here forever ..
I might regret it sometime in the future..
I may also regret I choose to live outside..
I don't know... but I know there are just so much that I can do now.