lookin' back and now

It's been a long while since I blog. Practically since I started my so called as an educator work...

Looking back at when I first came here, I was emotionally down for like 1-2 months. I was not happy at all being all alone here in Johor and had no idea which way to turn beside the road that leads back to my rent house.
Funny...

Now, I would not say I am doing exactly GREAT.. but I was at least a bit happy.
I am still searching of what makes a great "teacher"... for I am still far from this goal.

Being a teacher is not something you could say like you have the best job ever, but it gives you the contentment when you see the One who's willing to work hard because of you..

I learnt from my students too... simply when they asked you questions when I least expected it. It is amazing how their words can stick in my mind and got me pondering about how I could answer them without feeling unnatural. It's the uneasiness that caught me...that Miss Wise Juayn will step right in and reminds me that I am a teacher and I MUST act like a wise adult.

YES I still need to act at least mature in front of them. Part of me wants to join in the fun of being a student and speak their languages. Students.. I am learning to love you.

-Written by on the making of a teacher-