some time for myself...family

It's almost going to be the end of February. The month of love.. haha
and the best thing that happened to me is STOP working.
yeah, i mean so far i kinda of enjoy the idea of ENJOYING a student's life to the fullest.
Just 2 more months to go..
2 more months of adrenaline rush for assignments, deadlines to meet, friends hangouts, birthdays to celebrate, cheaper movie tickets, rehearsal, and exam and of course time alone for myself.
The things is i am not worried at all of what i want to do when i graduated... my friends were, most of the time.
Should i worry... yes i should because i am leaving my student's life behind.
No more fa ma enterprise... and leaving friends that you hold dear to your heart... and parting is part of the picture when you graduate.
Of course i am going to be working... and this is another big step i have to take.
i will leave my friends behind, and take my own brave steps to a world i know nothing off or maybe i know off.
i wish i could land a job that i would come to fall in love with, have a decent income where i can afford to give my parents at least 1 k a month of course... (they paid for all my everything ma)...
then... i give myself 2-3 years to save enough and land enough life experience and then.. i need to be able to provide for myself financially.
i too hope that i will met someone i would come to marry too... i want a family . i don't want to be alone ....
but most importantly... while i am doing all this.
i hope i don't neglect the people who are important to me...
my family. friends. and people who i cared very much.
also.. while i am doing this. i prayed too that people i loved are always healthy...
and it hits me on my face this week.

I am considered very lucky meh...
i mean all the people that matters to me are still healthy and breathing. (u know what i mean...)
i really thank God , because sometimes i just take things for granted.
i must give some of my time to my family now... it's now or maybe NEVER... you never know right.
hmmm... that's all i really want to say. weird hor...