And so this is the time for reflection. This semester has been a great journey for me, one that pulls my nerves in all direction and one that shuffles my perspective of being a teacher 'O'. Good heaven~~ the things is .. am I learning myself?? I thought for long, very long, each time, every second in my life.. do I fair well as a teacher. "Will I be good enough?", "Will I disgrace myself?", "Will I be a teacher in the future?"... so what is being a teacher exactly means...?
Teaching and having the knowledge is two different things... I no longer look very highly of myself...(Because i have not mastered the language myself).. and thus can I really teach??
And then...and then .... and then... the list is endless. So many things and so little time. ( I am tired of it ..... so hear me out~~)
But I can't stop.
I am learning now.
I am trying my best.
I want to prove to the world that I can do it...
I don't know when...
But I know... through my stumbles and struggles..
I will be there.... I may not be perfect... But I promise ... at least I am BETTER.
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